like an altered puzzle piece trying to fit back where it went*

like an altered puzzle piece trying to fit back where it went*

Current mood:blah

::yawn:: what a shitty day outside huh? lol

Things are weird lately. Don't really know what's been going on. I feel like I dropped off of the face of the earth for so long that now... trying to get back to being happy and spending time with people that i used to adore... i just don't fit where I used to. I used to be healthy and happy... good shape... cute... outgoing... the life of the party. And now it feels like i've been in my own little world so long that I don't know how to be in everyone elses. Its kind of like I have just woken up from a looooooooooong sleep and everything has changed. I miss being apart of the group... having plans all the time... just being happy. I think its going to take more effort to get back to that place than I anticipated....  but hopefully it will be worth it. It kinda just feels like every time i'm about to make ends meet... someone moves the ends. ::SIGH:: well you know what they say... the hardest part about life is living it.

Originally published on my myspace blog on the given date*