Next mood swing...6 minutes...

Next mood swing...6 minutes...

Current mood:distressed

Okay so I am totally having an off day today. I sat in the bath for like 45 minutes this morning so i thought it would be good. Then i got to 44th and ward at the stop light. Well i'm sitting there listening to mellow music (cuz thats the kind of mood i'm in today) and all of the sudden "I hope you Dance" by Leann Womack comes on AND I START FREAKING BAWLING!!! I hate this song because everytime I listen to it I cry because it was playied at the grave site of a very spectacular girl that left us all way too soon. So I'm crying, my phone is ringing, and then, just when the song is over and i'm pulling up to the light (only a few cars got through the first time cuz people can't FREAKING DRIVE!) we all get stopped by a freaking funeral motorcade... I thought i was going to throw up. So needless to say its been a less than par day already. Then i'm like *okay pull yourself together and call jordan back and see how her boobs are doing* (LMAO I KNOW HOW FUNNY THAT SOUNDS) So i call jordan and we chat (she makes me so happy the goofball lol) and I get to school. Medical Terminology was fun cuz my teacher is an absolute nut job and I love her to death. Now i am sitting here. It was one of those sneak attack days... you think its going to be okay and then really its not. :::SIGH::: sheesh. I'm having one of those I feel like crap physically, mentally, emotionally and all possible ways that you can feel like crap. We'll see how it turns out from here but the prognosis looks bleek... lol ...must be the puppy chow... HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEIDREA!!! And ~Lindsey Sue, I love you where ever you are... gone but definitely not forgotten~

Originally published on my myspace blog on the given date*